Desperation for Good Life

Life is unpredictable to some and presictable to others. I wish I possea that kind of outlook because life in my side of world is full of insults just because you happen to catch all the bad and unfortunate things this life is giving. Yeah! Yeah! I am the one who blame for everything that is occuring. But in my defense, I may not do my best but I did my part and too bad the outcome is worst to the point of feeling desperate to make your life bearable. Because you don’t know what the people around you is thinking and you have to be caution always because you have a big debt to them to pay. And once they don’t agree on you behavior, they throw insults at you. If I know this will happen ,I would choose to do the opposite during that time because the insulta they thrown at you is just like killing your inner self.

Those peooke who help others and spending big amount of money on them and at the moment they cant pay you back gives them the right insult them? Life really most of the time bit you in the bum bum in the most unexpected time. And kill you spirit.

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Opening New Option

We all have our burden and problems to shoulder but very different in handling each of that problems. As we go on living the life that we have, we might picture ourselves doing something but not all those view will turn out to be the ones we want to linger because the direction and plan that you want to accomplish will not always be the one you will got (will except those lucky ones). Some unexpected things will happen along the way. It could be a little bump or a big bump on your head that will stay forever.

I really don’t know what in me that most of the bad things happen to me. I don’t want to enumerate that bad things but despite all those not so good things, I am still thankful that my family still there to help me even-though they already have family of their own.

For now, anticipating is the only thing i have in mind because i don’t really know what will happen to tomorrow or even the passing hours, but i have to hold on to something that somehow this life would be better than what i have right now. Opening to a new possibility that someone with higher power can give me just little fresh air to breath.

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Back home

Sometime, even if how much we wanted to be in that place but the situation does’t not approved to it. Most of the time, the world gives as options and choices but there are often times that the only option is the opposite of what you want. No 2nd chances or chances and no choice.

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