Going back to school is not the best idea for me because of my age. Even-though people may react to it because age doesn’t really a problem if you really want to learn and find a job that is for keeps. I just wish that the society or rather the country that i’am living doesn’t focus on higher educational and age bracket because that would be very hard for those who made mistakes in their younger years. I wish i belong to a country that accept or hire a middle 30’s or late 30’s as long as you can to the job at hand and don’t required a very higher degree. But since i am already here and going abroad is out of the menu might as will redo the past and try to be more more eager and do good this time.
Tomorrow is still a blur and fuzzy, so many worries and uncertain feelings but the decision has been made. Just keep on standing on the positive side despite the feeling of drowning on it. I have to do it because nobody will do it for me, just me. Breath and make it to the finish line (very far far away though) for me and to those who help me start a new chapter of my un-progressive, stuck to the bottom of the pit life.
My mother use to order personalized calendar before. I don’t know why it stop. Maybe because it is expensive and we always received calendars from different company if we buy something in that store. It is a company calendar but it is still a calendar right. Where all the months and dates and holidays and special holiday written and presents. Last year, I received few of those company calendars and I only use my cellphone’s calendar because I always forget that I have a big and small calendar hanging in my bedroom wall even in our balcony. Anyways, I pay my electric bills earlier and I got this 2014 table calendar.
It would be much better if they just let me pay the one month bills and not the two months. I don’t mind if they don’t give me a calendar (seriously) or reduce the electric bills or something.
Went to visit avon store earlier to pay. I was gonna pay yesterday but I assume that many avon dealer would pay that day, so I decided to visit today. I was hoping that only few dealer would order or pay but to my dismay. When I enter the store, It was full of them, avon dealers and the line was really long. And since I was just going to pay and don’t want to order new avon item. I line up, then, after a few minutes waiting and watching all the dealers busy looking for their missing items and some are still looking for new item while waiting for their turn. I decided to come back tomorrow, hoping that it will not the same as today.
“Patience is a virtue” that’s what most people say and indeed it is true, but I sometimes forget it. When the fact that I should try hard to apply it to myself everyday. I just hate falling in line for a few hours, it’s stressful and boring especially when you have to stand every minutes and hours before your turn.