Have you experience winning an award in school before? The only time I received an award was during my elementary days. I don’t really remember what I did special that our religion teacher awarded me a religious ribbon. I don’t remember participating religious event that time. All I could remember was that I was just silent in a corner., And that, was my first and last award.
During high school and college days, I wanted to be active in sports like basketball, but I got shy again and forget my plan. Then, one time during school intramural my adviser ask me to join the school pageant, but my father won’t allow me to join because he doesn’t want to see me walking in a stage wearing a bikini, my father is a bit conservative so I did not participate. As I recall all those opportunity that would give me a change to be popular. The change to receive an additional awards like sport trophies and medals to display in my room that once upon a time people really appreciate and admire me. Not like those days that I was really the unpopular student because I was too shy to show that I have talents and brain to compete to others. But I think it is not too late for me to be active in sports and sporty events minus the trophies and medals, well I can buy those for me anyway.