Trying to understand others and myself is hard. I keep asking myself most of the time, why I always end up thinking hard in the end of the day. I miss those moments when everything was simple and not complicated or hurtful. This started when I decided to get serious with my relationship with the opposite sex. I thought, maybe since I’m in my right age. I should get serious with it and find that suitable other half for me in the long run, but that did not happen. Instead, all I got is heartache. I regretted that day when I choose to change my old ways. Well, not all of it are stressful and hurtful.

There are times also when I feel contented and blessed, but do all relationship must end with trashy words and hatred? And then, you will regret all that happen. That if you can turn back time, you would never ever fall for the same moron all over again. Hmmm, life is really surprising most of the time, when you think that everything will turn out the way you expected it to be then, reality comes rushing your way. And it’s tiring experiencing it over and over again, so I would try to change it and hope this time it turn out maybe not very good but good will be fine.